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The Children of Meadowmere

by the Papersnares

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1.
I heard you saying, "kill it before it reaches you. Crush it under your steel toed shoes." I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I heard you saying, "grab hold of it and grip it so tight it could never get away." Thought it a strange thing to say. And it got me. It got me and it wouldn't let go, oh, no. It wouldn't let go.
2.
It was a day unlike any other. The warm front had just rolled in and the wind appeared to hover, and the sun pierced the cloudless sky as I watched my ghosts wander by out the window of my Yaris. I rolled down past the origin point from where all life pours out. We used to come around and rock this joint. We used to holler and shout. We don't do that anymore. The clouds rolled in above us as I turned right onto Mockingbird. I saw the trees shiver and shake. It was only then, I finally got word. It was nearly too much to take. I drifted past the proving grounds wherein we gained our shapes. There is nothing in or around them now save for echoes of fate. We don't do anything anymore.
3.
I was somewhere in Athens with an ache in my bones, Gnawing on a moonstone cabochon. I was staring at a painting of a red tree on a white beach when the truths of the new world revealed themselves to me. And in an instant, I am the shadow of a boxer, throwing absent punches at foes which are just not there, splitting energy through the air, When I realized you lied to me. You lied to me twice. I was somewhere lost in Florence with the inklings of you in my mind, gnawing on a pendant cut from alexandrite. I was passing a street band playing violins when the new world was revealed to me again. And the next moment, I am the light breaking around a boxer, dancing in convivial pirouettes, drifting through the radiant display. When I realized you lied to me and I realized you aren't very kind to me.
4.
Blots of ink fell upon a wet cloth. A number of them, all in a row. Tendrils of their bodies began to wander, spreading their color through the world. Some of them grew up to be traitors, others grew up to tell lies. A few of them grew up for nothing, but two of them, or maybe three of them, grew up to survive. A handful of pale seeds fell by a coastline. They set their roots and began to take their forms. Through lifetimes they fought to make contact beyond the rising waters of the storms. One of them grew up to be a killer, another grew up not caring why. Some of them grew up to forget everything they ever were, but a small few grew up to survive.
5.
We were in the waiting room of purgatory, waiting to find our place. You said you'd been waiting for me. I felt your warm lips on my face. It ain't half as sweet as living is. It ain't half as sweet as anything. It ain't half as sweet as living is. It ain't half as sweet as anything at all. I had hoped you'd put in a good word for me. You hadn't said a thing. I had hoped you'd liked to have heard from me. You didn't want to hear anything, anything but your voice. Well, it ain't half as sweet as living is. It ain't half as sweet as anything. It ain't half as sweet as living is. It ain't half as sweet as anything at all. It ain't half as sweet as living is. It ain't half as sweet as living. It ain't half as sweet as living is. It ain't half as sweet.

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"Only the foolish believe suffering is just wages for being different."

Oh, where to even begin?

Meadowmere held answers for us. We had not been aware of the questions we needed to have asked until our time in Meadowmere was over, though looking back, both were as clear as the skies over Meadowmere late into the night.

Our time in Meadowmere enchanted us, so to speak, with something fleeting that can never be renewed, nor replaced. In all the time I've spent wondering, I have yet to decipher exactly the something which Meadowmere gave us. I cannot speak for the others when I say that I believe it has very nearly gone entirely. I occasionally feel its traces, or perhaps its dying breaths, kicking around just beneath my lungs.

Gone is the jollity which Meadowmere brought. Gone is the clean air and the liberty, the aspirations and the hope. Meadowmere itself may well be gone.

Avondale stands in its place. The gates of Avondale may well be holding back all the rages and the fires of hell beyond their foul visage.

The winds and the rains have grown hellishly fierce. I should hope either that they claim me before Avondale can, or that a benevolent, otherworldly force draws me from Avondale's maw, and lays me to disquieted rest at the foot of the impossibly high Mayfield, so I may breathe as it towers above me, and accept solace in its gentle, forgiving purgatory.

"Oh, the avarice of time."

ITER - SECRETUM - CUPIDITAS

May the wolves rest in peace.

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released October 10, 2017

written, recorded, everythinged by the Papersnares, variably in Chip Tato's dormitory and the shadows of Meadowmere, October 5 - 6, 2017

One Reached Eldritch Truth; 6 October 2017 1:16AM
Kangaroo Paw, Solomon's Word; 6 October 2017 1-1:57AM
Tribulations No. 7; 5 October 2017 3:07AM
Meadowmere Rough Run; 6 October 2017 12:46AM
My Fortune Cookie Lied to Me; 6 October 2017 1:59AM

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